Hi I'm Vanessa and life sells...!! Sikeee.. Well not really that was my motto about 8 months ago when I was born into this life. What once started out as lots of fun and smiles, laughter and genuinely happy quickly turned dark, evil, and gray. I've never witnessed first hand the clock travel thru time so abruptly and disturbingly. But my god has it happened and it isnt pretty... I've never witnessed such evil in the world until I entered this realm. However if there's one thing I do accomplish is not to let the hater absorb my shine. I'm pure. I'm genuinely compassionate, empathetic, kind hearted, and devotedly inspiring. Ive experienced some of my darkest days in life at the mercy of profession and I've found humility in the struggle. Though to some it may make no sense at all. Quite honestly that's perfectly fine. Everything's not meant to be understood until you ve lived the triumphs and great challenges. The Lord knows I'm a sinner that I solemnly admit. However even in my deepest darkest days of addiction not once have I ever forgot the meaning wrong from right. Brutally honest without a doubt and I openly admit to what most would be embarrassed. Caring what others think are absolute least of my worries.. so until you lived 9 different lives and have a strut of a cat when you walk because you're butts to big you haven't grown into your thighs. I really don't care what you have to say because to me you're still in the midst of learning to lead the tribe.. if you havent noticed everything I've ever done I become the absolute best at.. even in the world where they frown on addiction and guilty conviction - I still have always gone the extra mile what many said could never be done and yeah I've lived life amongst wild dreams at times.. however I have also walked among the worst kind.. the shallows ahead with mountains to climb.. side-by-side with the man with red in his eyes. Its my story and I'll be the first to tell it.. it hasn't always been easy but God I have learned every single mile.. from the child eating off golden spoons to the girl on church steps hopeless and lost.. clean of heroin addiction for five years there I was starving and soaked on a rainy night. lost everything I owned three times and again four more. I will always take what life deals me and make the best of every single day I'm and once told me he ain't understand how I could still go through every day and smile and truth is I'm sick of being miserable I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me for what I'm goin through because the truth of the matter is me and myself is half of the battle I purposely put myself in some tuition and claws in myself to struggle 10 times longer than I'm supposed to just because I need to know what it feels like it's not only be on the absolute top but also 10 feet under because what would I be if I didn't understand every single aspect of life. every level of life nothing worth having ever comes easy and those with the most knowledge are those of lives of the struggles themselves know we ever has the same story some or more in-depth than others however you bcan every person has it series value maybe not to you but amongst another I believe we all have a purpose to serve and maybe my purpose was just day a split moment a month maybe a while.. right now I may not know or maybe we already do. but there was a reason we crossed paths and me as a reason for you I want to for ever be remembered for my smile.. you know a lot of you have bad things to say about me but the truth of the matter is you really only go by what you hear and what you think. I'm probably one of the strongest women youll ever meet.. actually sit and talk with me I'll more then likely inspire you and make you think twice. It's sad jealousy and envy does no justice for weak women. Those traits are truly ugly inside. I feel bad for your insides your slowly devouring yourself in petty relntless unattractove inquiries. May your ears forever be dead and eyes see less then the blind, for your lack of understanding and openmindedness you shall forever battle the devil inside. Get well soon poor aquatinted hoe, learn to love and smile. I however shall carry on with a twisted grace and hold my head held high. Weather I'm stomping thru the trenches or shaking my ass down the dazzling be red carpet with a gun great big smile because I'm a queen a diva a goddess and I'm beautiful inside. 😘